Friday, April 23, 2010

a hundred of SIGH(s)!

*sigh* I'M EXTREMELY TIRED AT THE MOMENT, tp ga tau knapa keinginan gue bwt nulis2 lg rasanya tinggi bgt,. mellow gue kumaaaaaaaaat!!
hiks, gw harusnya hari ini mo jalan ama anis, stelah hampir 2 bulan ga ktemu!! how's dat everyone?? n tadinya dy ngajakin ke gramed --> MY FAVORITE PLACE FOR HANGIN OUT, n he actually likes dat too, so we match for some points, hohoho, dan abis itu mo makan siang, abis tu mo nyuci foto2 waktu ulg taun dy taun lalu, hahaha *udah basi kali tu foto*
but suddenly!!! ada sms dr temen gue. bsk pengajian mingguan, plus giliran gue jd MC.
*glekh!*
duh mo gmna yah, gue ga boleh dong bete ama satu hal yg sbnrnya bermanfaat bgt bwt gue, akhirnya anis ngalah, n td akhirnya slese kuliah gue ke pengajian.
di lain sisi, sbnrnya hari ini cukup byk kerjaan2 yg bikin gue agak2 HIPERTENSI. pengennya sabar, gue brusaha sabar, diem aja deh daripada ngomel2 ga penting, tp kok lama2 kesel yg dipendem tu ngefek banget yaa ke jam2 brikutnya. and here i am! stuck in one feeling yang udah numpuk ga karuan, jadinya malah bengong, ngeblank, plain, bner2 mati rasa. udah bener2 kenyang sama yg namanya emosi jiwa. E-M-O-S-I-J-I-W-A! saudara-saudara...
baiklah ternyata nyebutin kata2 itu aja udah bikin perasaan gue malah lebih buruk lagi sekain kali lipat, how about somethin else??
mmm, okay... kali ini gue mo ngomongin segala yang mending2 aja yah, no more talkin bout ESMOSIESMOSIAN.
*narik napas dulu*sigh...
hari ini abis kuliah gue ngurusin musti cepet2 ngurusin surat izin minjem ruangan bwt ENGLISH CLUB yg fyi gue yg kepilih jadi chief-nya. actually i hated it, but since i promise u not to talk bout bad things today, for now, i'll accept dat.. haha. abis sekian lama nungguin Kak Ari (ketua BEM kampus gue) yang lagi kuliah.
gue nungguin dy sambil maen di ruang diskusi ama anak2 pecinta K-POP. dan apa yang terjadi di ruangan tersebut? bisa anda bayangkan sendiri lah. K-POP eveywhere!!! fufufu
dannn, akhirnya 2007 selese kuliah, gue langsung berburu minta tandatangan surat itu soalnya drg. Andi (manajer kemahasiswaan kampus gue. fyi he's totally nice to everyone, but when it comes to faculty issues, he gets more serious. oia, fyi *once again* he has a daughter who's actually my junior, *ga penting sih sbnrny* skali lg ini akibat gue ke-blank-an gue at the moment, maaf ya kawan pembaca sekalian) ga bakalan suka kalo surat macem bgituan baru sampe ke dy deket2 hari H. ini pengalaman banget bwt gue soalnya gue adalah tipikal orang yang bakalan jadi BENER2 (tuh gue gedein sampe fontnya) gampang DOWN sekalinya ada orang yg nyalahin cara kerja gue, mgkn lo agak susah ngerti kenapa gue ky gt. tp itulah gue, totally sensitive, much more sensitive than u've imagined. i'm not dat kind of a cheerful girl actually, so don't get me wrong..
abis ngurusin tandatangan, gue cabut ke pengajian, yang baru slese jam 3an. cape sih, tp worth it buat ngimbangin dosa2 gue slama seminggu terakhir. kyanya pengajian itu aja msh blm cukup deh bwt ngimbangin, hiks..
oia, lupa gw, jadi tuh sblm gue mulai pengajian which is about at 1pm, my sister called n said dat she was goin to my favorite salon with mom. they were holding a great sale today, but only until certain time of the evening. FYI, tu salon udah bener2 pengalaman soalnya udah berdiri 20 taun! salonnya enak banget, dan berdasarkan pengalaman gue *cie* disana tempatnya pewe bgt, n kerjaan mba2nya juga enak2 bgt, plus itu salon khusus cewe, jd gue ga perlu pk jilbab sharian di salon itu, ^^ secaraaaa gtu. at first, i told her dat i wasn't able to come along, yea karena gue musti nge-MC pengajian. so she said she was goin to left the key to Ummi (the women who lives next to our house). i was so disappointed cos i wasn't able to go the salon. but what else can be done. i have to make my priority. rite?
so i continued the pengajian, n then at 3pm, suddenly my sister called me again and said dat they're just goin to depart to the salon. what the?? what were you guys doin since 1pm?!?! *sigh*
she sounded like totally in a rush and asked me again whether i'm goin there or not, cos if yes they will wait for me, but only like for 5 minutes. WT..?? so u actually wasn't really trying to wait for me rite? i knew it was only because my mom insisted for me to come along (fyi she hardly can leave one of her children left behind wherever she goes to a favorable place). so i said, "no, just go! i still have stuff to do at my campus. u guys will have to wait longer if u want me to come. leave the key to Ummi. i'll just go straight home after this". i said dat half heartedly plus the feeling of being betrayed, ='( i always feel this way whenever someone or some people leave me behind when they're goin to a place where i actually really wanted to go to.. u know dat hard feeling rite?? almost the same with being cheated by a boyfriend. yes, that's it! i finally able to describe dat feeling. *sigh*
then, gw balik ke gedung kuliah gue, nyelesein urusan surat yg blm kelar. abis slese smuanya, all clear, tiba2 my sister called me again. ah, it was my mom who talked on the telephone, she asked me to take ojek, they're waiting for me at the PRAMUKA BYPASS-->dat's it! i was so sure dat my sister said pramuka bypass. but once i arrived at the place, mba fena's car wasnt' there (we went with mba fena, n she brought her car, yay!). i got suspicious. while i was thinking and thinking where they'd be, suddenly 2 girls (they said they're in the 2nd senior high) asked me how to get to Cibubur. they told me how they got lost for like 3 times! they got fooled by people about the direction. they said they almost ran out of money. oia, they were goin to visit her friend, but once they arrived at that friend's house, nobody was at home, and they couldn't reach the friend's phone. so they decided to just go back home rather than wait for that friend all day. so i felt sorry for them, they were so pity, so young, and got lost in the middle of this MEAN CITY OF JAKARTA. fyi it was like 4pm in the evening, n i couldn't imagine if they got nowhere to go until the night comes. sad rite? :( so i lent them my money and direct them how to reach a terminal. she said she usually knows how to get home from blok m. so i suggest them to take the busway. they promise me to pay back the money i lent them. they asked my phone number. BUT I TOTALLY FORGOT TO ASK THEIR PHONE NUMBER! stupid! *sigh* i hope they weren't lying. such young girls.. ckckck
oia, so i continued to wait for mba fena's car to get me from there. 5mineutes later, they arrived at my place and we head directly to the salon. but when we got there, the salon was no longer holding a big sale. we were late for some minutes, :( *sigh*
what else can be done?? we've came all the way, it's such a waste if we didn't get any treatment there. so i decided to have a creambath, since my hair was sooooooooooo LEPEK because of my hijab, plus it was sooo sunny at the afternoon, no wonder my hair got so ugly. i even was a lil embarrassed when i open my hijab and showed my ugly duckling hair. udah kaya bebek abis kecebur got. ga denk lebay. :P
i chose strawberry creambath!! my favorite one!! hoho, it was so great... all my pain was disappearing slowly, i was totally relaxed.. ^^
there, my day has been so great instead of having hard times, it was all worth my effort all this day.. i know nothing's perfect in everything we do in a day, segala sesuatu pasti ada hikmah di baliknya.. ^^
abis nyalon, diajakin mba fena ama tante uce blanja kperluan rumah di macro yg udah ganti nama jd lotte. gilaaaa itu ngantri udah ky apaan dpn kasir. mana kaki gue pegelnyaaa MasyaAllah muter2 di macro. fyi, gue paling males belanja lama2. u know what? ke itc aja nih, beli2 baju, gue lebih suka sendirian drpd brg orang. kelamaan, gue orangnya ga sabaran soalnya. maap2 ya.. :P
pusing2 gue kumat nungguin nyokap ama nyokapnya mba fena ngantri di kasir. *sigh* gila cape banget ya gw ni hari..
bsk arisan di rumah mba fena. smogaaaaaa gue dapet kocokan.. gue yakin banget smua yg gue laluin hari ini, smua ksabaran gue ngadepin emosi2 jiwa yang bertubi2 hari ini bakalan terbales smuaa.. smoga bsk adalah rejeki gue, amin3x ^^

dat's all folks! (n.n*)/

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