Tuesday, July 13, 2010

a sinful pleasure

hari ini gue nonton k-drama banyak bangettt, (well, not that much actually. haha) let me mention some of them, ^^

1. great expectations/kindergarten love/great inheritance (banyak judul sinonimnya. gue jg heran knapa k-drama demen banget punya sekian banyak judul buat film yg sama)
2. secret agent miss oh
3. coffee house

itu gue nyebutin di atas nomernya ga sesuai rating pribadi gue ko. rating pribadi gue adalah pertama COFFEE HOUSE. ada yg blg ini terusannya coffee prince. but i don't see any related scene in these dramas. mgkn karena dua2nya sama2 ttg love story dimana a cup of COFFEE makes a great role.. ^^ td gue baru slese nntn sampe episod 13 di mysoju.com.
tadi di episod 13 part trakhir2 gt ada scene yg lirik lagunya dalem banget. dalem dan menusuk bwt idup gue, (mulai labil nih. harap dimaklumi)
kurang lebih gini cuplikan liriknya
"the more i want to forget you, the more i keep thinking about you."
well, my past kurang lebih ky gtu, and i'd rather say sbnrnya bkn past gue aja, karena it continues until now. dan akhirnya gue pgn nerusin lirik itu versi gue sendiri

"the more i hurt myself all day.
the more i blame myself for not being able to let you go.
everything around me keeps shouting in my mind.
saying i should follow my heart.
it wasn't only days around you.
it was years, it was for thousands of times i kept running to you.
i kept coming back.
i kept getting hopes.
i kept falling down, even deeper.
i kept hurting myself.
what a sinful pleasure,
to secretly having you deep inside..
don't worry, cos it's my own secret. let me keep it for the rest of my life." :)

mgkn posting gue kali ini bisa dibaca sm seseorang, dan gue bakalan ngerasa paling bersalah sama dy.. gue cm tiba2 kepikiran, dan mgkn gue ga akan lega kalo ga nulisin. at least di blog gue, dimana ga banyak orang baca. forgive me my dear one, but i think i still have a part of him in me.. it's going to take more time for me to totally settle this feeling.. i know, i'm being egoistic, but i just wanted to relieve my heartache by writing this.. so, once again, forgive me..